Living up to what you can achive.

What influence these pack behavior?
1. peer pressure as in:
Sister: Do you have a fb?
Angela: No

Later on....
Abigail: Get a facebook or else I'll kill you.
Angela: Okay.
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To add, Angela is very dependent on Abigail as they are rarely without each other.
So dependent that if Abigail told Angela to jump off a cliff, Angela would do it, no question asked.
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As humans, we all need each other in some way. That people who are homeless most of the time are alone isolated...
But is there is such a thing as being too dependent on someone?
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Example of Sophie being a jerkass:
-Got kicked off her old group for backstabbing them which sparked off 'the incident'.
- Seem too influence Angela too much, as Angela once at band said that she did NOT want to share band sheet with Sophie. Suddenly the later came and Angela flash back to wanting to share the band sheet. Probably out of fear..
- Stole my sister's band sheet and tear/lost it.
- Stole one of the bracelet and gave it away to Julienne to break.
Angela being a dependent bitch:
-Broke my sister's expensive bracelet
-STALK my sister online and on the phone.
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Recently my sister's friend, Julienne was acting like a snob needlessly thus my sister not coming with us to Oni-con.
Also broke the bracelet
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The problem is NOBODY believe my sister, not even the fucking band teacher. He won't let my sister quit band 'till next year. Boy, when I get my hand on that guy, I swear I'll.....
-imply senseless violence-




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Note: I am writing this quickly in a rage. Also, I'm sorry if I was not doing an actual analysis like it seem to imply. Thus.... yeah. Forgive me. Might change the layout next time.

Getting back on the new year. I

Peer pressure and the costs:
When I are young in elementary school, through there is some kids who act like a bully and hurt others, most of the time unless it go too far, it is really nothing because the bully bullies because he/she don't know any better. That mentality I have believe in even through my apergers syndrome made it harder for me to accept that. That in life not every person you meet are the 'nicest kids in town.'

Then come puberty, not only kids changes psychically but also mentally. Like suddenly that a scrawny little  kid in the corner who used to be picked on for his 'loner guy' status is now an attractive dude that 'every girls want.' That your bff is suddenly your worse enemy.

That is what happen to my younger sister. When we have move to Houston two year ago, we are upset by the move. Yet in no time somehow, I manage to get myself a few friend and my sister have two friends. One of the girl's sister is my friend which came in hand sometimes. It seem we would have a blissful feature.

Then last year thing went slightly downhill for me, I learn firsthand who to trust and who to not trust. I got bullied for my personality which although quiet was kind of standoffish. In time it got better. My sister..... She got into a fight with a girl who was dating a guy who liked my sister first but change his mind. And that 'incident' which influence how my sister's 'so-called friend' see her.

Last semester people pretty much leave me alone. But my sister... Abigail,Angela,and Sophie
all curse at her, talk about her every chance they get. My theapist keep telling me that these three girl love making messes since they also talk about anyoneelse who might be a threat to their 'stardom.'
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. [To be continued....]

Currently working on at the moment:
ElizaLily (Hungary and Liechtenstein)
Not as a pairing but more of a general picture.

For Hetalia Okeaki.
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Another rant:
I wonder for today how come when are fanart of an anime/manga series, there are WAY more fanart for the male characters than the female?
One possible reason is perhaps the ratio.... For example for Katekyo Hitman Reborn, 75% of the cast are male while 25% are female?
Another is that most of the few female character are minor character and everyone knows that major characters are likely to appear more than minor so more fanart. Also more awesome.
For the record the kind of series I'm talking about is shonen. You know strong guys fighting, actiony stuff? Just look at Dragon Ball Z.
In moe videogame, more females than males mostly because of the harem thing.
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For example something it is harder for slideshow maker of those kind of anime (shonen) to find fanarts for minor character.
Ex:
Haru= I love her to death, yet I can't find fanart of her as much as......
Yamamoto= Don't get me wrong, I like Yamamoto. The excuse for the excessive fanarts of him is probably that he's a major character. Plus he's likable.(great personality,looks,etc)
Through for Hibari and Mukuro I seen too many to count,
However my case would be pointless since Haru appear regularly even if she doesn't fight.
So I'll use Naito Longchamp of the tomaso family.
I love Naito. He have a likable personality. Yet fans dislike him and was happy when the anime cut him out.
Reason according to fans :
1. Not good-looking
2. An annoying personality.
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Maybe I should read more of the three chapter he briefly appear in.
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um... I don't know if anyone here is a hetalia fan but......
Okay. I have big plans for Tablet.
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I have just learn that in japanese site it is very rare for someone to comment on a stranger drawing unless it is part of a thread.
Which explains why tegaki j drawings comments are like 1 or 2. Assuming they know the artist wellI guess they can do it.
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God bless those in the 9/11 attacks and to the victim's friends and family.

I am going to get a wacom tablet soon. Finally I can draw on Tegaki e without feeling awkward.
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There is a question that have been bothering me lately?
Do I have a 2 d complex?
Well, for one I seem to be a whole happier when I am alone with my hobbies than with real people. I have crushes on anime guys and girls. I listen to j-pop and jrock songs more than I need to. I guess I started this when I was in the 8th grade. But even through I like anime and manga, I know I will never be japanese [vietnamese-chinese is okay through]. Wait that is an otaku......
I think I need to stop this before it get really bad, all of my horrible actions is because I seem to unconscionably emulate "emo" characters too much. ...... If I don't stop this then my life will...........
Sorry for being all "emo" on you.
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I'll try to make the next entries a lot happier. I promise...